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i know i want your friendship,

yet i can not be friends.

i can't find the words ... to tell you that ...

to sit face to face,

or share the same space,

makes me want to die ...

and i don't know why.



i'm sorry if i led you on.

i thought it mite be different this time,

and i suppose it is.

the me you knew then

is not the me

that i turned out to be.

i left the life, but i'm not free.



i have no excuses.

i should have stayed in the shadows

where memories of yesterday

warm my heart.

where memories of yesterday

are all we have

where memories of yesterday ...



are all we will ever have.





by martin